I feel a bit torn. (Agnes)

Yeah. I really hate mankind right now (@Zero: no, I didn't stand in the grocery store line for 7 hours. Yet).

...Oh, why did I even write that to Zero. He's grounded for who knows how long and I already miss 'em. Luh (FuukoLover) is gone for his studies... dunno when will I see him again. Got into a bit of a fight with someone I love... feeling really bad about that...

Ugh, I'm losing motivation for just about everything. I need a shoulder to lean on. I really do. It's a terrible feeling... I can only hope I can force myself through this week.

La revedere. Until next time,

- Agnes

Soulsilver Day 1 (Zero)

Got up to Violet City. Didn't do much today, I messed around with the Pokewalker alot and didn't accomplish much. Caught a Pidgey and levelled it up some. I'm watching chuggaconroy's Let's Play of Pokemon Crystal as I play, he's mentioning most of the differences between the games so it's still acceptable. I might catch a Phanpy.. Donphan is a really nice ground type. Lots of Defense and speed, but lacks in attack and movepool. Still great imo. Deciding on a water type... if anyone's reading this and plays Pokemon, feel free to suggest something.

Party:
Cyndaquil Lv10
Pidgey Lv10

Nothing much to say, i'm impressed with the music remixes and the game is polished up to today's standards. Loving it so far.

Now, getting my DS to continue Soul Silver until I fall asleep, good night!

-Zero
Misses you very much. I hope you're sleeping well :|

AAAAAAAAGH

I HATE EVERYTHINGGGGGG


Okay, not really, I love you guys. But really, life's starting to be a pain in the arse. I have to deal with picture-taking all of this week, as well as pre-tests in my pre-calculus classes. Not fun. But on the other hand, after this week, I'll be traveling with my school's Band to take pictures and record their performance at their District Assessment, then to relax, we'll stop by a pizza place with a huge game room. On the same week, I'll be having my Cotillion fitting for dresses (on the 23rd), as well as the day of the Cotillion, which is on the 25th. Then, after that week, I'll be going on a trip to Cincinnati on Tuesday. Then, first full week of Spring Break! Diiiivineeeee!


...What's not fun is the pre-tests I'll be taking afterward before the test. But I'll be okay!

Anywho, that's all from me. Slán leat!

- Agnes

Soulsilver Log. (Zerostarry)

I got Pokemon SoulSilver edition today. I still haven't opened it. I just took out the pokewalker and messed around with it. In short, i'll be keeping a log of everyday I make progress in the game, just as a fun/neat thing to do over the holidays (fuck yeah).

Planning on making a 4 pokemon party to get through the game, it'll probably be something like this:

Ampharos
Jumpluff
Pidgeot
Typhlosion

2 slots for HM slaves and stuff. Anyway, im out.

- Zero

Orz (Zerostarry)

Alot of my posts will be named Orz, it's just when I can't think of something.

Not feeling very well at the moment...i'm sick and I feel alone. Mostly just a sore throat, i'm coughing alot too... I picked up LaTale recently and i'm enjoying it. The controls are really stiff though... running and jumping takes half a second longer than it should and you can't even control yourself while you jump. Apart from that, it's a pretty solid game. Just gotta get to a higher level to fully experience it. Also, I love Oumihos. @Agnes hehehe

Over the past couple days I was looking at speedrunning video games. All the hidden shortcuts, simple ways to go faster, just to beat the game as fast as possible. But some speedrunners, use a method called TAS. (Tool-Assisted Speedrun) This speedrun uses slowdowns, savestates and precision to complete a game as fast as possible. By the use of savestates, it simply eliminates natural human error. These are interesting to watch, but I wouldn't want to try it myself. I always loved traditional speedrunning and being as perfect as possible, eliminating human error just makes it boring.

Just ramblings, back to being sick. Sorry if this post is unorganized or whatever, just winging it.
- Zero

I will be as blunt as possible. (Agnes)

This blog post could be short or long. I dunno. You decide.

Anyway, I won't focus on much. I believe this certain person knows who I am directing to when I say the following words: "You can go back to the past without me." I hate, and I mean HATE, when i am reminded of the past when I am happy with a newer beginning. I want it to stay as such. If I were to go back and try again, only the same mistakes will arise and the same drama, which'll destroy me even more than I already am. Really. It's pointless for me now.

...On a side note: Chorus Competition is next Wednesday. All of our songs are learned. All I have to do now is wait.

...Also, did I mention that the STLP Competition is postponed all the way until May the 11th? That was so bullshit.

Short blog post, I know. But, hey. It'll be better.

Tạm biệt,
- Agnes

Failure (Zerostarry)

So uh, i'm here with a huge headache and a half done project lying around waiting to be finished. I don't think I'll make it. Worst case scenario, I collapse and then i'll have to either skip history tomorrow, or not go at all and perfect it. I'll probably make up the late marks by staying home too, I guess. If my teacher even does that @_@;;

I'm exhausted, I can't think straight and I just want to go sleep... i have Spring break in 2 weeks so i'm kinda looking forward to that I guess.

Also, huge thanks to Rokodo [RL] for the new blog look. You're awesome.

Halfassed blog post ftl, sorry Agnes
-Zero

Er, on a side note... (Agnes)

[Yeah, I know, two posts. The other one is already massive, 'kay?]

Zero has been working his butt off today. I've been sitting next to him (not literally) as he worked. Man, do I wish I could help... It's ever so late in the evening, and he still has yet to finish his project. Hey Zero, if you're reading this, I wish you the best of luck! You can do it! \o/


- Agnes

Still ill, but I still fight! (Agnes)

Just another day. As many had already heard, though, I didn't go to school. I stayed rested at home for the day. Why? Well, I took some medicine before dashing off to my bus stop, in fear that I would be late. I quickly got on my jacket and dragged my backpack across the ground, eager to get this school day over with. But... as I was half way there to my bus stop, my stomach started to act up. I started to cough violently. Then... I turned to a neighbor's lawn and threw up the medicine I had took. My father was watching me making it to the bus stop and he had told me to get back to the house, get comfortable, and rest.

Damn, did I need it. Basically, my life was nothing new today. All I did was sleep for a good amount of the day. Also, I walked around in circles in my kitchen for a full hour without noticing. I believe I was mentally sick at the time.

Anywho, since there's nothing interesting to talk about, how's about I mention that long list of people in osu! I adore!?
WARNING: MASSIVE POST AHEAD. BRACE YOURSELF FOR A LONG SCROLL BAR.

#mod

1. FuukoLover
2. Kytoxid
3. DeathxShinigami
4. BoxLox
5. Blue Dragon
6. lepidopodus
7. Cheery
8. Linkred2
9. CDFA
10. Zerostarry
11. haisha_
12. Shulin
13. yeahyeahyeahhh
14. Nexy
15. Rokodo [RL]
16. mtmcl
17. Nazo
18. Shinxyn
19. Lybydose
20. MarioBros777
21. Dusty
22. eee
23. EEeee
24. arken1015
25. Starrodkirby86
26. Beuchi-chan
27. ouranhshc
28. Teara
29. ShokuMasterLord
30. MaxwellDemon
31. bmin11
32. Larto
33. whymeman
34. NickCole
35. Killha
36. DJPop
37. Ekaru
38. RemmyX25
39. James
40. 0_o
41. Gladi
42. lesjuh
43. Alice Margatroid
44. Gens
45. osuplayer111
46. Zekira
47. ztrot
48. Doomsday93
49. Teta268
50. MoonFragrance
51. vytalibus
52. Ultimate
53. Sushi971
54. blissfulyoshi
55. Armin
56. Card N'FoRcE
57. Dangaard
58. Alex0686
59. Harris73

#chinese

1. Alace
2. Mystearica
3. osu_CN_yaya
4. jerrysr
5. kioukiou
6. S i R i R u
7. MegaManEXE
8. happy30
9. orioncomet

Long list, am I right? Sometimes, I think I'm missing someone in either list (this is your time to warn me if I'm missing you, tough guy!). Anywho, that's all from me. Farewell!

- Agnes

P.S: HUGE thanks to Rokodo [RL] for the major design work done to Zero and I's blog. You rule, man. \o/

Nervous (Zerostarry)

Today has been a pretty busy day, I had a good time at school which is odd cause I usually dislike school in general. We watched a movie in Biotechnology about Bioethics and genetic engineering. It really got me thinking about tampering with mother nature, and if we should really change ourselves. Humans are so imperfect, why not fix it? I'd rather not dwell too deeply into that, it's kinda depressing how much humans could do after being genetically engineered. I'm usually a perfectionist, even in video games I just get so much satisfaction from seeing that "100% complete" beside your game file. The best feeling ever, other than sex.

I finished studying for my science test tomorrow, and I have a presentation to do about Youth Activists first period. Not really looking forward to that, nervous as fuck. It's only a 3-5 minute presentation so wish me luck I guess.

That's all you'll be hearing from me today.

Get well soon, Agnes...
-Zero

Sweet Agony. (Agnes)

Okay, okay. First, we have our good news, then we have our bad news.

Good news. I made it through the Chorus auditions, and instead of being just the plain 45 ~ 30... ...I ended up being the top 10. Place 3 seat! \o/ I felt so damn special. Then, I had realized that I have an STLP (Student Technology Leadership Program) competition coming up within 2 weeks as well, where my group travels all the way to Frankfort, Kentucky (because certain people confuse Frankfort for another Frankfurt in GERMANY). The chief of the trip. Damn, am I on a roll. Then, going to Cincinnati, Ohio to go to the Freedom Center. More long traveling calls for a fully-charged iPod and a great pack of food.

...Hey, guess what? Now there's bad news! During Chorus class, during our daily and surprisingly quick sight reading warm ups, I had the urge to collapse. It got harder to breathe. I had to grab a seat before things got worse. Then, throughout the day, I realized that my illness got worse. Consistent coughing and sneezing, sniffling nose, violent shivers... ...the cold had caught up to me. Now, here I am, at home during the evening hours, shivering ever so violently, as if I was fighting a rapist off of me as I type. I can only hope for the better.

And, to conclude this, my absence from osu! may as well start today. Yep. Life's getting to me pre-tty quick. But I'll be back, still being the idiotic mascot of #mod with her cuteness.

I'll still be the same AgnesChan.

Anywho, adieu. Until next time.

- Agnes